Like a Pony : JessieKitty.org's Personal Blog

We went to the hockey game last night and lost badly to the sharks *glum* ...it was still fun to be there though. ...obviousley I got drunk as hell. We went to some gay bars afterwards, made buddies with this really nice old homo, and I made out with some cute dyke. She got my phone number, and called later last night, and I was too drunk and shy to awnser so I made Joe, and he and she had a convo about how yummie my lips and tounge are *blush* tehe! Obviousley Joe seriousley enjoyed watching that. "We're going to the gay bars from now on" was uttered many times.;>

The longer I stay in one location the more obvious it becomes that my life is very very lacking in friends. comrads. buddies. 'people'. It really doesnt seem approrpriate that my 'bitches' are the only people I ...really know.

When it's me and Joe on the open road, going somewhere new, where we don't know anyone, starting afresh, it seems like ...enough. When I have to stay in the same place, and start making (loveless) aquaintnaces...and watch all these spoiled people with their giant groups of lifelong friends, and family, all supportive and loving and.. ugh it makes me seeth. Is it disgust, envy, or both? I don't know. But it's repulsive. Make it go away. Die die die.

On a happier note, this adorable dude from sweden Jim just introduced me to a band I didn't know yet... he sent me some Mp3's, I dig. they are Kings of Nuthin'! Go fucking buy me one of their albums from my amazon wishlist. ....(omg look at jims car ....I wouldnt mind spending some time in the back seat of THAT). ;> ...OoOo ..Jim just kindley pointed out to me that back seat action isn't really a capability of that vehicle...so let me rephrase: I wouldnt mind spending some time spread eagle on the HOOD of that car. <3

Maybe my error in life thus far is keeping my travelling within the confines of america... Is it very hard to move to another country? It must be...

And there I am being depressive. Again, on to better thoughts: I fucking love COSMO magazine dude. I love it. Example: Cosmo taught me about this new sex position that I've been rockin' with my dude, THE 77!

the 77 refers to how your bodies will look when they meld together.

lie on your side with the guy behind you so that you are both facing the same direction.

wrap your legs around his top leg and pull him close, pushing your butt toward him as he enters you.

once he's inside straighten your legs in tandem with his so they are tightly sandwiched together.

stay connected as you simultaneously bend at your waists while extending your legs at a 45 degree angle away from your bodies.

sounds yummie, no? it fuckin' is. TRY IT NOW!