my brain wont let me think about anything but my mom right now. I miss her so much...I want her so much. Agony.

its my birthday. fuck you, lets rodeo.

shit just gets worse and worse.

I just spent every penny I have paying the feb rent.

this fucking SUCKS. I can't go out....I can't buy anything online...I can't do anything.

I just wander around my own house depressed cleaning everything over and over.

HELP ME! I NEED MONEY YO!!!!

send me paypal tributes AAAAAAAAAA